“Once Upon A Dream…”
Have you ever had a dream?
I don’t mean the kind where you’re asleep and your imagination runs wild in your subconscious. Or the kind where something amazing happens to you and you still can’t believe it’s real.
I mean the kind of dream where you let your imagination run wild in real, conscious life. A vision you picture yourself in; something fantastical and amazing that you wish would really happen to you.
Well, I’ve had that.
And it’s a situation that would make me SO happy! You don’t even know. *sigh*
But I know it never will.
And yet… I can’t help but think about it, picture it, and focus on all the details, hoping that someday it might actually become a reality.
It won’t.
And I’ll have to get over that. Move on, you know?
Because how can something SO completely unrealistic (something that wouldn’t even happen in a movie) really happen to me?
I haven’t done anything in my life to deserve it, and I don’t think the other side has ever done anything to deserve me, so the actual steps that would have to lead up to that situation coming alive are, well, totally unrealistic.
I think, if this situation did actually happen, I might have to jump off a cliff just to make sure I still fall.
There’s no use dwelling on something that I know just won’t happen.
And yet…. ;)
A girl can dream, right?
